confused

the feeling is unexplainable these few days. i wish i could just follow what my heart asking for rather than holding it back. there are alot of different stages that we've been through, and yet there are more to come, and as time goes by, the pain is more it seems. i hate driving alone as that's the time i will be alone and all sorts of nonsense coming out from my mind. and federal is really jam after schools reopen.

my 1st resolution succeeded 50%. i reached office 15 mins earlier and everyone was shocked and they thought they are late. but this week was indeed a tiring week. boss held meetings at 8 for three days, and we gotta gather at tmn tun office at 7am sharp tomoro for jogging.just take a knife and kill me wei. =/

after living for 23 years, this is the first time i participated in singing contest. *laugh all u can la,jane/wishan* and im singing the lame-o-westlife songs! gawd.
i hope my boss wont come up with anymore creative ideas, such as all ladies must wear pink dress during this annual dinner. just let me wear a simple black dress la come on.

i must dig out sometime to meet up with jane. she's gonna be more thin if i continue to reject her date.

good day people, good day to you x.

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out of my mind

most of the time i feel i'm just a gf who onli causes trouble to him, not to even mention cutting down his burden. i tried to comfort him and all, but somehow my action and my words always go the opposite way. i really don't know wat was i thinking at the moment, i should have known what to do better than anyone else, but i didn't and make the situation to be more awful instead. =(

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small update

fully utilised my precious weekend by getting enough rest, and shop till i drop.
i was so excited to shop as i expect i would return home with a contented feeling, with this =) smile on my face but i went back home and stare at the pc, browsing through those online boutiques and there's onli one word came out from my mouth.
SIGHHHH.
shit, i just realised blogspot doesn't have smileys icon. how come.

can u believe that i actually went to the garden, midv, then to ss15 for boutiques and then pyramid. the best part, the only thing i got is just a top, cheap and i saw it months ago already. it's my fats problem or my taste problem. i don't know wei. things i like are surely gone or no size. things i see until i can memorise how it looks like, i still see it everyday in the mall. w.h.y.

meeting tomoro at 8 in the morning, my boss warned me not to be late again. i was late to the agm the other day. every single staff from my co was there and my boss even started his speech already. call me awesome power lady.
and so, here comes my first resolution of the year. wake up without pressing snooze to my alarm like five/six times.

why no smiley faces onee. xanga better wei.

:)
*better than none*

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MIA for too long

i enjoy looking for nice templates, and i love the current ones.
my hand is abit rusty after stop blogging for sooo long. everytime when i wanted to write something, i don't know where to start and ends up i give up.
anyway & anyhow, i decided to blog again. =)

life is so far so good. and i still hate my manager like how i used to hate. she is getting on my nerves everyday. and she still wearing the same old damn low v cut top to work everyday and probably the same old bra too.
other than that, i realised i actually kind of like to do audit, (those simple ones ONLY). when comes to those accounts which is damn complicated or i should say those accountants who are damn dong, the only feeling that i have is "omg not again".

Christmas and new year is over. the only thing that motivates me now is chinese new year. i was so dong on monday morning for smiling when i was sleeping because i thought it's chinese new year already. but it was actually MONDAY wei! can imagine how much i feel like banging myself to the wall anot.

i think it's enough for the first post.

good day people. i hope i wont neglect my blog for months again. haha
i don't know what are the three links up there doing as it is not functioning. =/



happy new year people! =D

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