confused

the feeling is unexplainable these few days. i wish i could just follow what my heart asking for rather than holding it back. there are alot of different stages that we've been through, and yet there are more to come, and as time goes by, the pain is more it seems. i hate driving alone as that's the time i will be alone and all sorts of nonsense coming out from my mind. and federal is really jam after schools reopen.

my 1st resolution succeeded 50%. i reached office 15 mins earlier and everyone was shocked and they thought they are late. but this week was indeed a tiring week. boss held meetings at 8 for three days, and we gotta gather at tmn tun office at 7am sharp tomoro for jogging.just take a knife and kill me wei. =/

after living for 23 years, this is the first time i participated in singing contest. *laugh all u can la,jane/wishan* and im singing the lame-o-westlife songs! gawd.
i hope my boss wont come up with anymore creative ideas, such as all ladies must wear pink dress during this annual dinner. just let me wear a simple black dress la come on.

i must dig out sometime to meet up with jane. she's gonna be more thin if i continue to reject her date.

good day people, good day to you x.